I was a victim at age 5 and my mom did not believe me. Then at age 19 before I had my child I spoke to my mom again about the abuse by my stepfather. Mom was still in denial.
Now I am 40 yrs old still not marry because I cant commit to a real relationship. The pain is still in my heart and I ask God to heal me. A youth minister in my church is doing time for molesting a child who my daughter was close with. I am wondering if my daughter was a victim too. As I speak to her she keeps defending the minister and it gets me angry.
Then I ask the minister about his feelings for my daughter he says she my friend. A mother knows when something was escalated. I pray for all the girls who were victims. The youth minister always have desires for young girls as I observe him daily. Everyone has desires for the opposite sex and deep inside want to love or control people. I pray that all parties involve get help especially the minors in this case. I know that God is still healing my pain and oneday I will get marry.